Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Holier than My Ass!!

Here's a situation you'll get to know well if you follow my blog. Last year my ex took me back to court for extended visitation for our daughter. I have custody. So we ended up in mediation in which we agreed to go to group therapy to try to get along. We've been apart for like 6yrs now and it's been vitriolic to say the least.
So in our first and only session with the shrink she said that one of her biggest concerns was a lack of christian influence in our house and she was worried for her daughter. We weren't a christian household when we were together; this is something she came up with after she moved out and got tired of doing porn and titty dancing.

Well, she's always talked bad about me to our daughter and it's usually something really bad like your dad's a liar, or he used to beat me, etc. Now my daughter's coming to me telling me that her mom told her that if you were to put a gun to my head and asked if I wanted to die, or let my daughter die, that I would choose my daughter. And if that's not bad enough now it's giving her nightmares that I'm killing her for small infractions.

So this is the christian influence you want your daughter to have at home? This is really how you want me to act? And the morality you want me to teach her? Seriously? That's what fucking kills me about christians. They're such fucking hypocrits. They have no sense of right and wrong because everything is measured against the bloodbath of the bible and their own sense of moral superiority.

Well, if heaven's full of you assholes maybe I'll take my chances in hell.
Since when did all of you become so much better than the rest of us that you not only get to tell us what to do, but you don't have to follow your own guidelines. If I were ever talking about her like that, she'd be on a rampage.

I suppose that since she lost custody she's decided that she can't fight me head-on, so she's using my daughter as a weapon. And why not? Isn't that what the bible teaches; Women are scum and not worthy of anything consideration?

This is the exact reason I'm not a christian anymore. I don't want to be a part of anybody that treats a sweet little girl with such disregard. Oh, did I mention that my daughter's only 9 and this has been going on since she was 3?

Oh, and I forgot one very important detail. While she was telling my daughter this, she actually said, "And if you don't believe me, just ask God." Just ask GOD? What the fuck does that even mean?

Here's another one while I'm ranting. My ex, since she's been one of God's concubines, has been fascinated with death and the end of the world. She's told my daughter a few times now that the end of the world was coming soon and that we were all going to die. And of couse my daughter comes home after a weekend of this and does nothing but cry and have nightmares because she doesn't want to die.

What is this fascination you people have with the end of the world? You know, if you're unhappy here you have the power to change that. It's all up to you. You don't have to stick around.

OK, off topic just a little bit. I was reading another blog this morning and it's the exact same thing I had an argument with my mom about just last week. You see, it all got started with my ex (I bet you never thought I'd say that again, huh). My ex told my daughter that Obama was a muslim and wanted to kill all the americans... don't get me started. Anyway, my mother (the southern baptist) is apparently on the Obama's a muslim train too and we got in a nice little argument about it. Funny how these people never have anything intelligent to say. They've got their opinion and that's that. Anyway, I just wanted to link to the blog becuase I don't want to spend a lot of time on the topic.


praiseNull said...

I think churches are pressing the rapture because it's an election year, but I also don't understand why Christians look to the end of the world with glee.

tina FCD said...

I wonder if the fanatics don't worry about global warming and such. They look forward to the end of the world to be with their god.